Chapter 234: Taking The Lead
(From Blue's Perspective)
"You promised, alright? You need to keep your promise," I said.
"Don't worry. I will keep my promise. I always listen to my lovely wife, don't I?" he chuckled and kissed my palm that was against his cheek.
'Not always. There are times when you listen to no one but yourself.'
"I... I have something else to tell you as well," I muttered.
"Yes?"
"Uh... Actually, when I was working this afternoon in my office, Mother came," I said.
"Mother? Why? Without letting you know first?"
"It was sudden. It turned out she had come to have snacks with me. She brought those savory snacks since I don't like sweets much."
"Did you take the antidote first?"
"I did... But well... I had a feeling that she did not come just to hang out with me. So, I asked her directly even though it was a bit disrespectful. She said that she wanted my help so she could reconcile her relationship with you. I...
I got really angry hearing this. I mean, she was never been there for you. She abandoned you when you were little. And now suddenly she wants to be your real mother? What kind of rubbish is this?! I don't know what happened after that...
But I started having a very bad tendency..."
I could not tell him that I wanted to kill her right there at that moment. I was worried that he would feel disgusted by me. A part of me was saying that he would not. But the other part of me was not so sure.
"Then I told her to leave as soon as possible because I was just too... angry..."
"It's alright, baby. Don't be too hard on yourself. It's not like you didn't have a reason to be angry. Actually, I am happy that you got angry for my sake. I did not know it feels so good to know that someone has your back, especially if that person is someone dear. I should thank you for making me feel this way."
"Jeez... Don't be like that. It was nothing...," I mumbled. "Anyway, I also had a dream."
"A dream? When? That damned bastard appeared again?"
"After Mother left, I slept a bit. It was then. And well, someone was in my dream, saying random things, but I don't know who it was. I could not recognize the voice. That time, it felt like I knew the voice, but I could not recognize it. But now, I don't even remember the sound."
"What did he say?"
"Well, just the stuff he did before... The same thing, you know," I said. I did not tell him the details because he would feel insecure again. "You don't have to worry at all."
He did not seem convinced. I could think of only one way to make him focus on something else. I suddenly grabbed his face and kissed him deeply. He was taken aback but still managed to kiss me back just as passionately.
"Why are you so aggressive tonight?"
"Who knows?"
"I thought you needed rest."
"In that case, should we stop?"
"Did I say that I will let you rest?" he smirked and pushed me onto the bed with him on top.
"Ah...," I moaned as he kissed my neck. "Have you eaten?"
"I have eaten out," he said. "With the duke. Don't worry."
"Hnn, that's good then... Uh!"
"You seem like you still have something to tell me. Your face says so."
"Ah... Well, I got an assistant," I said. "I thought it would be a good thing to have one... It's okay, right?"
"Of course. Anything is fine," he said. "Now, let's focus on what we are supposed to do. You provoked me, after all."
"I didn't say I won't do it."
My nightgown was easy to take off. It was his outfit that was a bit hard to take off since he was in his formal attire. It took time to wear it as well.
I took my nightgown off myself, surprising him. It was him most of the time who took the lead and was more active. I still was shy around him, so I did not do it often. But I needed to take the lead sometimes as well.
I kissed his neck, licking and nibbling as well. He groaned and wrapped his arms around my waist tightly.
"I want to touch you," I whispered into his ear.
Without a word, he flipped us over so I was on top of him and he was under me. "Now touch me all you want," he smirked. "Do whatever you want to do with me."
I gulped and started taking his upper attire off. It was hard, but I could do it now since I had helped him get ready a few times. As soon as it was taken off, his athletic body came into view. The sinful sight seemed to get me thirsty for something.
I traced my index finger over his muscular torso. His breathing sharpened under my touch. And he was getting excited. I could feel it under me.
"Your shoulders are broad... and your waist is small...," I mumbled.
"You noticed only today?"
"No...," I muttered and kissed his lips.
His lips were sweet. Perhaps his lips were one of the few sweet things that I craved. Taking little breaks to breathe, I kissed his lips again and again until I was satisfied. It was hard to satisfy myself when those kisses were so addictive.
I started kissing his neck and went down to kiss all over his torso while my fingers traced his body. I could hear his loud heartbeat that seemed to call my name.
I touched his nipple with my finger. He jerked up and held my hand. "Pfft... You are really sensitive there..."
"Don't touch there," he said huskily.
"Why not?"
'It's surely because he is too sensitive there. I had never touched his nipple like this. If I knew I would get this reaction, I would have done so before.'
"Just don't."
"You said I can do anything I want to do with you. Was that a lie? Or do you hate it when I touch you?" I asked sulkily.
"I don't... Alright," he sighed. "You can touch me as you want to."
As he withdrew his hand, I touched his nipple again. It was truly a sensitive place. So, it was not just women who felt like this when their nipples were touched.
Getting the kind of response I wanted, I ran my hand over his nipple while kissing his torso. After I had enough fun playing with him, I decided to focus on something else.
I slowly took off his downer attire. Just as expected, he was quite aroused. Dem did not have any shame to get naked in front of me. Whenever he used to look at my body as if inspecting it, I would feel shy and get the need to hide myself. But it was different for him. Even though I was looking at his body like that, he did not care.
He did not feel shy at all. Rather, it seemed he was enjoying himself.
I touched the tip. The liquid on the tip helped me rub. It was hot and firm just as always. Though I still got a bit surprised seeing the size of it, I managed to remain calm. No matter how many times we did it, I was sure that I would never get used to the size. It was just not normal.
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I moved my hand up and down, sometimes slowly, sometimes rapidly, and sometimes using a bit force. I knew all the right ways to do it, thanks to my practice.
"Is this okay?" I asked.
"Yeah...," he replied hoarsely. "It feels good..."
The painful look on his face that was caused by the sweet pain made my body feel hot. It was not enough.
I wanted to feel good too.
"I guess I can't wait," I whispered into his ear and gave him a peck on his lips.
"Then do it yourself," he said. "Take what you want."
I climbed on top of him and positioned myself. I had no idea why I was behaving so bravely tonight, but I was far too hungry to think about that right now.
In a moment, I pushed myself down only to be filled with him completely. "Huh...," I gasped.
"Move by yourself too. I want to see it."
I pulled up and then brought myself down again and again without stopping and without taking his help.
"Ah! Uhh! Huh..."
"I like this view," he smirked. "You are truly beautiful."
"Ah... Do you feel good too?"
"I do. You are doing amazing."
"Ahh! Dem... I am gonna..."
"No, you can't."
"W-What?"
"I said no. Hold on and keep moving," he said. Whenever he talked like that, I could not refuse. Perhaps I wanted to push myself beyond my limits as well.